So, I have had the worst week so far. Why do I do this to myself? I had such a good week last week. I think I got a little too lazy. It started Monday when I had a good weigh in and decided I deserved a cranberry muffin (uh, what is this like 10 points!!???) Then in the afternoon I grabbed a candy bar from the machine. My first trip in a long time. Shouldn't have done it because then on Tues I was like hey I'll swing by the cady machine again for a quick snack on my way to my 4 hour meeting. The Caramello was delicious but not really worth it. Then today, I figured I'd treat myself to a sausage, egg and cheese sandwich (what was I thinking!?). And, seeing I blew it at breakfast I went to the candy machine for another candy bar. On top of all this Serge baked sugar cookies and I ate 3 last night and 3 more tonight. Not nice of him but he didn't stuff them in my mouth. So now here I am in the middle of the week and need to do some serious work to not have this week be a total disaster. Why am I so black and white. Either totally on ym game or totally off the wagon?
So, I guess the reason I'm spilling my guts is I figured if I vent here and get it all out I'll feel better and be ready to start over. Sort of like confession I guess. All right so 3 Hail Mary's and 5 Our Fathers and I'm back to being good tomorrow. I need to be good to reach my goal. I won't get there through osmosis.
Hope you are all having a better week than me.
1 comment:
That is the problem Chris and I used to run into every time we would try to diet and would falter, we would just end up giving up. Some weeks will be harder than others - thats a fact. But if you could do it last week, you can do it again this week. Just remember, "I think I can...I think I can...I think I can." I know you can!
BTW - the "black and white thinking" must be a Martin hereditary trait. Chris is the same way. He only has two modes - off and on.
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